Most of this is just burnout, and and indication that it's time for a break. But one sentence jumped out at me:
"The constant feeling that I *should* be introducing more new dances"
A) In the immortal words of Mom, "Don't *should* me!"
B) How many different dances do you teach compared to an actual, period dancemaster? And in how many different styles? And note that the period dancemaster would have been a full-time, paid professional. I suspect you are undervaluing how much you actually do accomplish.
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Date: 2008-06-05 10:43 pm (UTC)"The constant feeling that I *should* be introducing more new dances"
A) In the immortal words of Mom, "Don't *should* me!"
B) How many different dances do you teach compared to an actual, period dancemaster? And in how many different styles? And note that the period dancemaster would have been a full-time, paid professional. I suspect you are undervaluing how much you actually do accomplish.