The power I really need...
Jul. 11th, 2006 01:17 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
One of those games mildly popular among geeks is "Which Superpower Would You Want?". I've been through a few iterations of it over the years (once or twice here on LJ), and have found that people usually gravitate towards the obvious: Flying, Superstrength, Invisibility, stuff like that.
But y'know, as I look at my life, I find that the one I really *want* is that of Jamie Madrox, the Multiple Man. He splits into many independent bodies, which later rejoin with him. He's recently become a semi-major character because Peter David (a popular author) is now writing a book starring him -- Peter starts the story out just as Jamie is rejoining his selves, after sending a bunch of them out for a year to specialize in various things -- everything from Buddhism to learning piano.
It's really a delightful piece of fantasy for the Age of Busy. As I go along, I'm becoming acutely aware of the tension between sampling many things, and being able to do a few of them well. It's pretty clear that I desperately want to have my cake and eat it too -- there is so much I want to do and learn, so many projects that I would desperately love to be able to devote enough time to. But there just aren't enough hours in one life to do them all, and that's astonishingly frustrating. (My own fear of mortality is deeply bound up with the notion of dying with so much unlearned.)
Wish-fulfillment games like this can be startling in how they illuminate oneself; certainly this one is. I am so fond of being a generalist, but damn -- there are times that I dearly wish I could send four of me out to be specialists for a year or two...
But y'know, as I look at my life, I find that the one I really *want* is that of Jamie Madrox, the Multiple Man. He splits into many independent bodies, which later rejoin with him. He's recently become a semi-major character because Peter David (a popular author) is now writing a book starring him -- Peter starts the story out just as Jamie is rejoining his selves, after sending a bunch of them out for a year to specialize in various things -- everything from Buddhism to learning piano.
It's really a delightful piece of fantasy for the Age of Busy. As I go along, I'm becoming acutely aware of the tension between sampling many things, and being able to do a few of them well. It's pretty clear that I desperately want to have my cake and eat it too -- there is so much I want to do and learn, so many projects that I would desperately love to be able to devote enough time to. But there just aren't enough hours in one life to do them all, and that's astonishingly frustrating. (My own fear of mortality is deeply bound up with the notion of dying with so much unlearned.)
Wish-fulfillment games like this can be startling in how they illuminate oneself; certainly this one is. I am so fond of being a generalist, but damn -- there are times that I dearly wish I could send four of me out to be specialists for a year or two...
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Date: 2006-07-11 06:21 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-07-11 06:42 pm (UTC)I mean, what happens if one of them goes off... and becomes a Republican? :)
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Date: 2006-07-12 02:36 pm (UTC)I share this fantasy, but...
Date: 2006-07-11 07:47 pm (UTC)I mean, I have enough trouble remembering where I parked as the five work days in a week merge into one big blur. Can you imagine doing that with forty Tuesdays!? Not to mention pronoun troubles. You(3) and I(5) had dinner on Tuesday, right?
And...is it the doing, or the having done, that we crave? After the merge, all you're really left with is memories of the having done; actions by another, who is sort of you, but probably slightly different, especially after the split starts acting on your mind. They might be frustrating memories of someone else doing something *you* want to do, but slightly differently. Sort of like the first story in Mind's Eye.
But then, I'm fascinated by identity issues...
Re: I share this fantasy, but...
Date: 2006-07-11 11:26 pm (UTC)Obviously, I'm going to have to deal with the problem other ways. (Mostly, I'm just going to have to get past this odd sense of guilt over opportunity cost.) But it's fun to dream...
Re: I share this fantasy, but...
Date: 2006-07-12 12:42 am (UTC)Time Turner. Obviously. :)
Re: I share this fantasy, but...
Date: 2006-07-12 12:47 am (UTC)Ooooh. I was just about to say "Then all I need is a high-speed internet connection" when it occurred to me to wonder, "Wow, routing packets from outside the space-time continuum would need a special protocol" and then my brain started to go there...
Re: I share this fantasy, but...
Date: 2006-07-12 02:36 pm (UTC)That has long been one of my fantasies for precisely the reasons you state :)
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Date: 2006-07-12 02:38 pm (UTC)Yeah, that was what I settled on long ago for "If I ever get offered a wish by a genie".
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Date: 2006-07-12 03:26 am (UTC)Still, it would sure be handy sometimes!
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Date: 2006-07-12 03:45 am (UTC)Superpowers would be nice. I'd settle for the ability to teleport between any 2 Dunkin' Donuts locations. (Seriously, when is one ever that far from anything?)