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So following up on the "dooooooomed" post from the other day:
First of all, the universe does listen, and while it doesn't precisely laugh at me, it does giggle quietly. Even while I was writing that post, I was receiving an email from someone who wanted to hire me for a short-term contract. And shortly after, a friend pointed me at a very interesting 3-month contract that may not quite be The Most Perfect Contract Ever, but is damned intriguing.
As for the meeting with the client, the short version is that yes, the contract is ending sooner than I expected. I'm not really certain whether I had misunderstood what she'd been saying earlier, or if things did shift out from under me, but it's only going to run a few more weeks. On the upside, she's taking the limits off of how many hours I can work in the next couple of weeks, so I can get a lot done before feature freeze.
Further on the upside, she made it quite explicit that she *really* wants to hire me full-time -- she didn't quite hard-sell me (which would have produced a negative reaction), but she was very frank that they have a couple of positions that could use a good Architect. They're not willing to do the consultant thing for the long run, but that doesn't mean they want me gone. When she asked for my salary requirements, and I said what I'm used to making, she didn't even blink. (Which probably means I should have added $5k, but I'm not going to worry about that.) So I'm having an interview next week, which has a strong flavor of me interviewing them: she asked me which people at the company I wanted to meet with, which isn't exactly usual for interviews.
On the downside, it forces me to make a high-stakes decision, and I always hate those. It's a good company, has a reasonably sound business model, and has good people working on technically interesting problems: there is no question that the work has potential to be fun, and it sounds like at least one of the projects fits my skills perfectly. OTOH, it has *nothing* to do with my calling. I can make a pretty good case that everything I've done in the past 15 years has been in some way associated with social media, and I kind of think of that as my career. This is interesting stuff, but has nothing at all to do with social media. I'm not sure I'm prepared to completely leave that field. And of course, I'm not willing to give up on the CommYou project.
We'll see where it all goes. I'm thinking of insisting on part-time -- something like 80% time, so that I have one day a week to work on CommYou. If I combined that with open-sourcing CommYou, that might allow the project to mutate in some practical ways, while still keeping the dream alive. Don't know if they'd bite, but I suspect that it would work well for both them and me, so I may push for that.
Regardless -- like it says, I really can't complain. Under the circumstances, having someone trying that hard to hire me is very comforting...
First of all, the universe does listen, and while it doesn't precisely laugh at me, it does giggle quietly. Even while I was writing that post, I was receiving an email from someone who wanted to hire me for a short-term contract. And shortly after, a friend pointed me at a very interesting 3-month contract that may not quite be The Most Perfect Contract Ever, but is damned intriguing.
As for the meeting with the client, the short version is that yes, the contract is ending sooner than I expected. I'm not really certain whether I had misunderstood what she'd been saying earlier, or if things did shift out from under me, but it's only going to run a few more weeks. On the upside, she's taking the limits off of how many hours I can work in the next couple of weeks, so I can get a lot done before feature freeze.
Further on the upside, she made it quite explicit that she *really* wants to hire me full-time -- she didn't quite hard-sell me (which would have produced a negative reaction), but she was very frank that they have a couple of positions that could use a good Architect. They're not willing to do the consultant thing for the long run, but that doesn't mean they want me gone. When she asked for my salary requirements, and I said what I'm used to making, she didn't even blink. (Which probably means I should have added $5k, but I'm not going to worry about that.) So I'm having an interview next week, which has a strong flavor of me interviewing them: she asked me which people at the company I wanted to meet with, which isn't exactly usual for interviews.
On the downside, it forces me to make a high-stakes decision, and I always hate those. It's a good company, has a reasonably sound business model, and has good people working on technically interesting problems: there is no question that the work has potential to be fun, and it sounds like at least one of the projects fits my skills perfectly. OTOH, it has *nothing* to do with my calling. I can make a pretty good case that everything I've done in the past 15 years has been in some way associated with social media, and I kind of think of that as my career. This is interesting stuff, but has nothing at all to do with social media. I'm not sure I'm prepared to completely leave that field. And of course, I'm not willing to give up on the CommYou project.
We'll see where it all goes. I'm thinking of insisting on part-time -- something like 80% time, so that I have one day a week to work on CommYou. If I combined that with open-sourcing CommYou, that might allow the project to mutate in some practical ways, while still keeping the dream alive. Don't know if they'd bite, but I suspect that it would work well for both them and me, so I may push for that.
Regardless -- like it says, I really can't complain. Under the circumstances, having someone trying that hard to hire me is very comforting...
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Date: 2009-04-03 02:39 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-04-03 03:11 am (UTC)The common way to implement 80% is four days/week. Another way is the annual sabbatical of a couple months or so. It's worth thinking about which of those models would work better for you.
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Date: 2009-04-03 03:17 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-04-03 03:56 am (UTC)Pecunia non foetet. (Money don't stink).
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Date: 2009-04-03 02:57 pm (UTC)(Yes, that's a little immodest, but I've spent 15 years carefully cultivating my resume, and it doesn't pay to short-change myself. And while the recession has hit the programming field, there's also been a realization over the past five years that high-end engineers are worth their weight in gold. So I'm still a pretty hot property.)
And in the meantime, I can make a *lot* of money consulting (at the moment, I'm making roughly my normal salary while working nominally half-time); it just dispenses with the illusion of even short-term job security.
So the decision isn't about grabbing at a job because OMG, there's a *job*. It's about whether I like *this* particular company enough to settle in there for a while, or continue with the scary freedom of the consulting world. On the downside, it constrains me far more, and means I have to return to a more conventional lifestyle. On the upside, it does remove the tension and insecurity of the consulting, which might possibly allow me to focus on both them and CommYou a bit better. We'll see...
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Date: 2009-04-05 03:27 pm (UTC)Golly, I remember those days. But know that thou art truly among the blessed.
Seriously: I remember those times. Back in the early 80's I went on a whirlwind tour of 30 interviews and got 29 solid offers. I hired my own employer. Those days are so gone, and I'm certainly not alone. To be in that position nowadays....wow.
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Date: 2009-04-05 04:20 pm (UTC)Mind, there's nothing guaranteed about this in the long run. There's competition from overseas -- still mostly not good enough to threaten me, but that'll change over time, and it's a job that can in principle be outsourced more easily than many. (Although not as easily as many companies would like to believe: a lot of the off-shoring of the past five years has been coming back to the US again.) And it is very, very, very easy to rust: just a few years of taking it easy is enough to leave you with obsolete skills and an increasingly difficult time finding stuff to do.
But I'm aware of that, and work hard on it: my rule of thumb is that I should average at least half an hour a day on self-education, to keep myself reasonably up-to-date and make sure I can learn anything I need, fast. For the time being, that's enough to keep me in some demand. Due to the economy, I can't just assume that I can have a job in 24 hours if I want one (which I *could* safely assume a few years ago), but the odds against a long spell of unemployment are pretty good...
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Date: 2009-04-03 04:19 am (UTC)If I combined that with open-sourcing CommYou, that might allow the project to mutate in some practical ways, while still keeping the dream alive.
That's a pragmatic attitude. From what I understand of startups, going back to work (even part-time) and trying to push CommYou along on your own would be quite unlikely to work? But if it's less of a "I'm trying to get rich off of this" and more of a "I want to instigate the creation of worthwhile things", the constraints loosen considerably.
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Date: 2009-04-03 03:01 pm (UTC)Yeah, that's about the way I've been thinking about it, but it's good to hear some corroboration from someone's who's taken that path seriously.
But if it's less of a "I'm trying to get rich off of this" and more of a "I want to instigate the creation of worthwhile things", the constraints loosen considerably.
Yaas. If I *have* to choose, then changing the world is the more important part to me. (I care about money, but I *mostly* care about having enough to be secure -- getting rich is just a bonus.)
Of course, whether I can manage to successfully run a significant open-source project remains to be seen. But it's at least plausible...
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Date: 2009-04-03 12:13 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-04-03 03:06 pm (UTC)Yes, that's definitely a consideration I've had in the back of my mind. Not being in competition with my own employer is a clear plus: trying to do CommYou if I *was* working in social media would be dicier.
(Mind, it's possible -- my employment contract at Convoq was very carefully written around problems like this, with a long codicil of projects that the company had no claim on. But I never tested that contract, and I'm happier not to be put in a position of having to try. I'd still have to have such a codicil here, but the chances of it becoming an issue are much lower...)
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Date: 2009-04-03 01:47 pm (UTC)The days when most people normally expect to have "a career", meaning one sole career, are well past. Even my Lady, who is solidly trained in one field, has effectively had two since getting her license to practice.
To be a complete geek - consider your work path in terms of agile management. In today's environment, the requirements have changed. Go through the feature list, re-prioritize, and do the thing with the highest value to you first. :)
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Date: 2009-04-03 03:16 pm (UTC)While that's true, it's still quite common (maybe even more common today) to have a specialty in one area of your field, at least at any given time. I've sort of fallen into one (almost by accident), and it *is* a bit of a calling, so it has to be a conscious decision to deviate from that.
Go through the feature list, re-prioritize, and do the thing with the highest value to you first. :)
Not a bad approach, but in practice things can't be teased apart quite that easily. In particular, one priority has to be "make a living", and CommYou can't currently provide that, even if CommYou *is* my highest priority from a "personal career goals" POV. And "make a living" really never stops, so if I put that simply as the top of the list, I never get to anything else.
So it has to be less a list, and more a collection of necessary priorities in tension with each other. In a situation like that, the appropriate approach is generally to find a reasonable definition of "enough" for both to function adequately, and run both tracks in parallel, a bit slower than you'd get if you were able to focus on only one. Hence the musing about seeing if I can make 80% time work...
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Date: 2009-04-03 03:50 pm (UTC)Continuing with my analogy, because I'm at work so I'm in the appropriate headspace for it...
Who said anything about the process being easy? Quite the opposite. It is, however, necessary if you want the end result to meet your actual needs. Requirements gathering is your friend, sir.
And, I submit that "make a living" is a damned epic, not a properly sized story. Break it down to the actual requirements and identify the constraints, dude. :)
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Date: 2009-04-03 03:45 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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